Thursday, February 11, 2010 @10:01 PM
CNY dreads.
CNY should be something people look forward to...i mean which season of the year you will be entitled to 2 to 3 days public holiday?
But, every CNY is the same especially the eve of CNY. I specially dread it.
I am feeling so blue about it because the week before CNY, there were quite a number of "stuff". Every year, I will my best to be positive and also, to visit my relatives. After all, even though they are family but you only get to see them once a year. (not much of family right..well, its not really easy to maintain the relationship actually) BUT, this year, I am seriously considering if I want to do the visiting. I know its quite disrespectful not to visit...I am also not keen to go for reunion..because I don't really where to go for now.
I am just feeling so blue now. I hope CNY will be over soon..despite of the good public holiday rest.
I kinda miss Jon now too.