Thursday, November 5, 2009 @10:01 PM
I am TIRED.I don't know how to describe how
DRY i am feeling now, and I detest that. I sense no comfort from the Lord nor real understanding and comfort from people. Maybe its just that I didn't know how to really express, or i am just dry that I am speechless, or I am complaining that nobody enjoy listening.
I didn't want to complain. Everyday, I pray to God to change my heart, to make me alive again.
Gosh.
Its simply affecting me as a person. And, i detest the "me" now. I am going through the motion in almost everything.
I am really wanting a real break away. I just had my leave last wednesday but I felt more tired. I think I need a longer break. I look forward to my retreat with the Lord. Its going to be a real great one. Its going to be on 01st January. I will probably take more days.
Now, I just want to go MIA everywhere and not see anyone.