Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @3:17 AM
I AM SO TIRED!!!!Aaaahhhhhhh....i am so super tired. I have so much responsibilities and it tires me out. I am actually glad that the year is coming to an end. I don't know if I have done my best as a human being... :( I know it sounds weird..but I kept trying my best in everything I could.
As a daughter?
As a sister?
As a girlfriend?
As a friend?
As a leader of Beloved?
As a HOD in Children's?
As a colleague?
As a cell member?
As a church member?
As a child of God?
As a Christian?
I know i can stress myself too much. BUT, i am going to just relax again. Today, I shall go back and watch TV, run (okie..i got to force myself for this) and hope that I could sleep well. (I don't seem to sleep well at my mum's place)
Today, also think about financial stuff again...not that I am in need. Recently, this things surfaced. I guess at the end of the day, even how much i give a thinking and planning to these things, nothing actually change. I already did my best... However, in the morning, i just told myself to "Trust God!" "Enough is enough."
Ok, this post is intended to be real cause I am kinda tired.