Friday, April 3, 2009 @1:06 AM
~ Inadequency is necessaryInadequency is neccessary. This is a week of many reminders of how unfitting and inadequent myself can be and I embrace it with much thought and reflection. I wouldn't mind being looked upon as one or to be treated as one as to further push me to say to myself "I would continue trying to be qualified for what I am purposed to do."
As I was reflecting upon leadership, (as I am currently reading Good to Great by Jim Collins) humility and will is the top level 5 leadership. It is not someone of dynamic, talent and charisma (celebrity leaders) but humility and will~to put the cause/mission/vision above the personal ego and drives it regardlessly to achieve greatness in his/her company. It's the simplicity within the complexity. I haven't fully digest it but savoring it slowly.
It boils down to my point that inadequency is neccessary. In this week, it has caused alittle irritation and it bruises my pride/ego to realise how inadequent I am and that many am agreeing to it. But, i am still driving the cause no matter what to the best that I could grow, know and drive it, with clear conscience that I have to answer to the One who has purposed me to do so. Throughout, i am praying for the One to help me embrace it with meekness and gentleness.
I have been praying about other things too. There are many on-going stuff I am engaged in and quite excited about it.