Journey with Him

Friday, December 12, 2008 @12:28 AM

Ending my Covenant(Promise) with God in 19 days

Wells. Maybe it's time to blog because i haven't blogged in a while. I am counting down like everyone else to the end of the year. But, for me, I entered into a Solemn promise with God and myself in the sort-of beginning of the year...and this convenant (promise) was confirmed once more in August 2008. Written down solemnly.

2008 is EVENTFUL with God. It's just so many ups and downs that my heart almost dropped..Hahaha. Thank God I didn't die of a heart-attack! Yes, It's really many many ups and downs. How do I really describe how eventful it has been?

+ Uncertainties. Still having it. There is peace in uncertainties.

+ Transformation. Me and the Relationships.

+ Pain. I am living w it now.

+ Contentment and Delight. Whatever, whenever, whichever. I delight in God.

Look @ what God spoke to me for the past 1 year 2008:

January: "We WAIT in hope for the LORD. He is our help and our shield."-Psalm 33:20
Msg: Let GO and Let me do the work. Wait upon Me.

February: "I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of living.
WAIT for the LORD, Be strong and take heart and WAIT for the LORD."-Psalm 27:14
Msg: Be confident of My goodness because I am good. Wait upon Me.

March: "Because Your love is better than life. My lips will glorify You. I will praise You as long as
as I live, and in Your name I will lift up my hands."-Psalms 63:3-4
Msg: I am your FIRST LOVE. Worship Me. I am pulling you out of why you are at so
that I will be with you, without distractions. I want to restore and heal you.

April: "Yet He did not waver through unbelief regarding the promises of God, but was
strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had
the power to do what He had promised."-Romans 4
Msg: Believe in the promises that I had promised you because I am God. Be
Be Faithful in what i have called you to do. Don't give up.

May: "My heart is steadfast, O LORD, my heart is FIXED!"-Psalms
Msg: You see what I will do."You better start praying for him seriously. Relationship is
is not the priority.

June: "And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God.."
Msg: You have to surrender him to Me and be faithful in praying. He has to go through
it alone. You cannot be with him. You stand aside and pray for him. I am going to
transform him for the next 6 months. I am going to give you a re-new relationship.

July: "There are many plans in a man's heart, nevertheless the LORD's counsel that will stand."
Msg: You can plan but I determine the steps. I am the Lord.

August: "But w/0 faith it is impossible to please Him for he who comes to God must believe that
He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who dilligently seek Him."-Hebrews 11:19
Msg: You seen my works. Why did not believe? I am your rewarder.

September: Remember who God is. Have faith. No doubts. "What does the Lord require of You?
To act justly and love mercy and to walk humbly with God."-Micah 6:8
Msg: I desire obedience and not sacrifice.

October: Sacrifice him on the altar like Abraham to Issac. I am Your First Love. What if I say
"NO?"
Msg: What is God's will for me? It is to love Him with all my heart, mind, soul and
strength. It is by God's grace that everything happened. I don't deserve it at all.

November: "not to recieve the grace of God in vain. For He says: In an acceptable time i have
heard you. And in the day of salvation i have helped you. Behold, now is the
acceptable time, now is the day of salvation."-2 Cor 6:1-2
Msg: I have answered your prayers. My grace has poured forth in both of you.
Do not forget that. My grace is still in working.

December: "I have faith in God that it will happen just as He told me."-Acts 27:25
Msg: My promise still stands. (God hasn't finished speaking to me..=))

What a journey isn't it?

Sorry God that I have been a nag and faithless daughter. =) Well. I cannot do good w/0 You. I cannot live w/0 You. I feel so tempted to write some other things down but NAH. I am still rational ya?

You are one who wouldn't hurt me. Thank you