Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @9:32 PM
My God is gracious to me, I don't deserve it.
When I call out to Him, He answers my prayers.
When I cried and feel lonely, He says "Here I am, Dawn."
When I needed guidance and help, He assured me that He will guide me
When I sinned and turn back from Him, He paitiently turn me back to Him
When I asked for forgiveness, He forgave me in Christ's Name
"Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
When You said, "Seek my face."
My heart said to You, "Your face, LORD, I will seek."
When my father and my mother forsake me,
Then the LORD will take care of me" -Psalm 27
Actually, I really don't deserve His grace. Even knowing God and His goodness, my heart still harden with pride, with sin. Who am I that I deserve His goodness, His grace, His unconditional love and His faithfulness? Only for the past year, struggling alone then I know:
NOW:
+ Nobody will be as faithful as God. Nobody will stand by you at ALL times.
+ Nobody will take care of me when I am sick except for God
+ Nobody will provide for needs except for God
+ Nobody loves me like God did
+ Nobody will discipline me like God
+ Nobody will believe in me like God did
+ Nobody will guide me till death like God
+ Nobody will know you like God did
+ Nobody will care for you like God did.
Even if your parents forsake you, people leave you..God is always with You.
I look forward always, everyday to communion with my God. I like spending time, burying in praying and writing every night. =D My place is really quiet and I am enjoying it till there is no more. There are uncertainties in my life always but My God is my resilience, my strength. When trials come, struggles, difficulties..whether you are IN NEED or IN LACK, I want to delight in Him.
Always in His Wings,
Dawn