Sunday, September 14, 2008 @7:45 PM
~Tired. Well. I felt bad. I haven't met my friends for Bible study for some time. Apologises. I have postpone one friend for two weeks, think I could only meet her next month. And, my other two friends, maybe end of the month. And, another two..maybe next month. Sorry sorry. I have a few assignments due and also another Bible study to prepare. I am freaking out. God, give me strength and wisdom. Feel bad because i wanted to spend time to do it. I like teaching God's word.....but i have no time...no energy.
I need to go the library SOON!!! I have a paper due next week and I haven't started a word. (Cry..cry..) And, my Bible Study on Church. Ehm I am the least qualified person to really lead a study on this topic. I have not settled well in a church before. I think I am too involve in my parachurch ministry or maybe it's just me? Actually, I decided to lead the study because I really wanted to find out what church is really like. That was in January 2008 that I decided. And, I have reading the bible, CDs, books~I know it theologically but not in experience.... So, don't look forward to give the study at all.
Beloved Retreat is coming too.....=) Must prepare...
Our end of the year outreach event...Third Place just told me they can't rent. Gosh. I am looking out for other places. Its in two months time.